you joking? cuz i'm no. life sucks. what's the point in living if you'll only suffer more. when you get close to dying, you'll realize that was the only reason you were born. people are gonna forget about you eventually. besides, the pain'll stop if you end it.

i'd believe you if i could

it's nice of you to try. would you understand if i told you i've been hangig in there because i don't want to be a dissapointment to my family? trust me, i know for a fact they'd view me as weak if/when i commit suicide. i've heard it before

they'd forget eventually, they all do

but you will. i've forgotten what my own mom looks like, and she isn't dead. i've forgotten what it feels like to matter. you've forgotten stuff, i'm no different

you already did

if you knew me 5 years ago, you'd know what i mean