if ur wondering... i was thinking about something thts been going on in school... i ruined more than enough things now... i'm living a secret tht hurts... i just can't take it anymore... instead of me laughing outta nowhere, i started crying out of no where, saying "i ruined everything... y did i say yes!? he only used me as his puppet, side chic, his *****.... it was like he only claimed he liked me just so he can bully me..." i dont even know how to change it... i see him everywhere. he's just gonna keep bothering me... it hurts....