ok so I’ve been having dysphoria since 12 but my gosh it just hit me like a brick and idk what to do cause I’ve always considered I was trans but transphobic people live with me so I didn’t think about it but idk now I’m just really freaked out and aaaaaaaaaa

they also think my sister might be trans and are eh ok bout it but idk how they’d feel if I told them for a while I’ve felt like this too Like what if they didn’t want three boys (my brother and possibly trans sister) Idk idk

also I don’t want them to think I JUST started feeling like this because I didn’t My mom isn’t too bad with LGBT but she thinks you’re born feeling like this and I don’t know how to explain it I never liked girly things but I was always ok about the stuff my parents gave me to wear and have so it’s scary and I have no clue what to do aa

I know, I’d never be transphobic considering I might be trans? It’s my dads side of the family, they are religious and they already don’t really like me cause they noticed I’m atheist