Yep, finally did it 👏 👏 👏 Anyways, idk, I'm worried on how it will go I mean, I Have dealt with: -Being treated like shit -4 family member deaths [its barely been 5-6 years since the first family member death] -being 'blamed' without telling my side of the story -yelling/screaming -becoming more aggressive over the years due to trauma -also becoming more of an attention seeker due to trauma and wanting physical comfort [people stopped asking if I was ok]