Hello! I'm bacc! But also been crying a lot.. My friend. I've known her since 2nd grade. Her mom said she was wanna home school her for the rest of her life. And that's when I started to panic. She was in school for 2 more weeks. Said her last day was Friday.. it wasn't.. Oct. 23rd. A Thursday. She wasn't there. You're asking. That's a long time ago. Why are you still crying abt it? The thing is. She was the reason I woke up to go to school. To see her. Didn't care that I had to wear a mask. As long as I saw her. I would be okay. Yes I have many MaNY other friends. But she was special To me. She was my mom in school basically. Everything I do. Makes me think of her. If I hear her favorite song. I cry. I watch her favorite Show. I cry. If anything reminds me of her. I cry. Losing a friend forever Is one of my deepest fears. Friends are important to me. And her. Of all people. IT HAD TO BE HER!! This had corrupted my mind. 2020. Was the worst year EVER not bc of Covid. That. I really need so

-Someone to talk to rn. Just to get my mind off. My GFs Asleep so.. can't do that. But I got yall. Srry for the Vent/Rant