Its fine, I can understand the rough weeks. I was just kinda concerned for you yesterday...you were switching back and forth between games and I thought something was a bit off. I hope things are better now, you seem more energetic and happy at the moment. As for your glasses, hopefully you'll get a new pair soon (if you dont have a pair already).

Oh...well that's not your fault she did that, thats just her being immature. Some people will use others as a vessel to take out their pent up anger on, I can actually relate to that in a way (I was the one someone took their anger out on). Its unfortunate that some people will do this to others just because their life isnt the best at that moment. This is common with your age group in particular due to the fact that hormones are being introduced to y'alls brains and are rewiring it to make yall think differently, and everyone reacts differently to these changes. Im not saying this to justify her actions, that was a ***** move on her part, im just saying you have to be careful around people during this time of their lives. The past is the past and now you can move on from that, always remember that the future is yours to create.

Im gonna be honest with you...im actually impressed with how mature you present yourself to be at such a young age. People typically dont learn how to be sympathetic until they reach the middle of high school. You on the other hand are a caring young woman...you may not see that trait in you, but I and many others can see how supportive you are to other people, especially on FlipAnim. I have a feeling you'll grow up to be a good role model for younger generations.

hey, thats still better than over half of your age group. Idk about you but in my middle school there were many law enforcement officers around the school to make sure no fights erupted or no shady business happened. Kids climbed through the ceiling, started fights where the police got involved,people sold drugs around the campus, and even though i wasnt on any social media at the time...ive heard rumors that their was a ton of cyber bullying online regarding my fellow students. I actually had a friend who nearly took her own life because of it...so trust me when i say that you are a better person than you think you are...and yes i know it may not seem like it at the moment...but you are a well-behaved and kind girl.

Not to mention that some kids will stomp on others to get popularity. Which if im being honest, means absolutely nothing once your out of middle school. it wont matter how popular you are in middle school, cause once high school begins, times will change and those who were bullied and quiet and non-popular in middle school, will start to gain some recognition, while the "popular kids" will begin to be looked down upon, especially by students at higher grade levels.

Sorry if i got off topic...just remember that although we can't control how others act, we can control how we interact with others. And good self-discipline can be very rewarding when making friends, finding a job,...and even finding love one day. From what I see, you're on a good path right now, be strong and try not to go to far from your current path if possible...always be yourself and don't let others tear you down. There is only one you...there is only one Cotton Tail/Trashy... and that's you.

As for the staff, use them to your advantage. No, dont manipulate them, but if you ever need help you can always go to them ( for some of them its literally their job to help students with their emotions). I would suggest going to the staff member you are the most comfortable around and see what they say, if that doesnt work ask them who they would suggest for you to go see and hear what they have to say.

if for some reason their ideas dont work, I can try to give you my best advice or you could ask one of your other friends, I must warn you though, we are not experts, but perhaps either me or the others can relate to your situation to extent that we can provide you with an adequate solution.

Ah...if they see you as a sweet girl...then that means they will likely take your side of the story whenever a conflict arises. Trust me, they want to keep seeing you as a sweet girl, so they will try a bit harder to keep you healthy (physically and mentally). As long as that reputation sticks with you, you will have the staff in your favor.

Also-uwu

For those two years you have left, although times may be tough, please note that you are ahead of your classmates in terms of maturity...and with your friends by your side (both online and irl) you will be stronger than ever.

Well, give her some love and support until she feels better, let her know that you care for her. She might become a friend for life if you do that and continue to show that support through her hardships. (Unless something happened between yall that im not aware of... which I hope is not the case)

Ive actually made some of my first true high school friends through art class, actually. So maybe the same will happen to you between yall two.

Oh, absolutely cherish them, if you have a bond like that with people, yall were pretty much destined to find each other.

im assuming you mean "harass" in a playful way?

I mean thats what he gets for being a bad child, teach him how to respect others >:3

oh...well in that case absolutely ground him...and yes absolutely teach him how to respect others...cause thats not how one should treat people

Yeah, life can suck at times...but one thing ive learned is that everything going on right now is temporary, very few things will stick around unless you make them stick with you (like friends for example). Times will get better and your current problems will fade away, sure, you will have memories of it, but you can use that memory as a base point to see what you have to be grateful for in your current life. Also, dont forget to savor the little things in life...every small victory can bring you great happiness if you let it happen.

Also...remember this...you are not alone on your journey through life...your mother is with you...your irl friends are with you...and your online friends are with you...and of course...i will be with you at all times.