I feel like it's my fault i should have known these people were like this. I wasn't friends with these people i would not have here where i am now, I think im worthless, a waste of time, money and, space, i think every time i cry it makes me look like a fool and a crybaby, when something hurts i keep in me and i let it all out just by drawing. I don't know why every time i go to school i feel the urge to cry and burst out into tears to the point i dont care who watching me. Its hurts me to much. Words do hurt maybe im just a little to soft but it hurts me deep down.