Probably best to ignore these thoughts but you can read if you want to, please don't comment on this chain, by the way. It's really annoying. "Wow, your art looks like it belongs in an anime! You should really work for one, I'm sure you would get the job! Y'know, despite the fact that right now, your art wouldn't make it in at all! You show no different styles capable of copying any animation studios, and animation style! Heck, you don't even animate, You aren't good at it either. You don't, and neither do I, have experience or are aware of the 12 principals of animation, or how storyboard/genga and in-between/douga art works! Yeah, you'll make it in." They always say that to those that shouldn't be working right now. I bet there's so many things wrong with this that could be contradicting (bet im not even using it right like I always do) a lot of things, but right now, I really don't care. This is selfish but why is it that my old content gets called that but not my newer content? I'm aware that I sound-

off right now, but I just feel off. This is just- And then theres that inferiority complex, that I should be feeling great about. Is this dilemma, or just plain nonsense? I don't even know anymore. All of this is just rot. I needed to search of synonyms of nonsense to find that. I doubt I'm even being real right now. I'm just saying whatever comes out of my mind to look like "something." I'm really afraid of saying these things. This is so stupid. When I feel like saying the things I "believe," I just can't. I'm not even sure anymore. I just feel like I sound like every generic, edgy, "totally sad and depressed kid." I feel like I don't even have the right to sound like this right now.

I really like how I'm regretting this right now. Or is it a sense of anxiety? I'm starting to sound annoying. This repitition of questions that I'm asking is getting pretty irritating, I had to search of synonyms for that too. Honestly, at this point I shouldn't do that. I really don't sound like I'm speaking the truth and being honest about everything.

Heck, I'm not even saying everything on my mind. I don't feel 13. I sound 10.

its funny because im deciding to not make vents anymore out of the fear that im making these for attention at this point whenever im feeling funny ill just make an empty comment post to let you know or whatever

no its ok i feel better now after throwing up words

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