I might be getting abssss
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shesjustanbendy[OP]
17.08.2021 14:38
LinkYou can’t believe how happy I will be to 1 be thin but 2 be MORE MASCULINE!!! I’m going to cry
BUT THE MASCULINITY
I hate mine. People made fun of it , i started starving myself . Thinner means more masculinity. But you know , my mom has to ruin everything saying’ stop putting labels on everything, I hate labels, stop giving yourself fake diagnosis and mental illnesses! Oh your useing he/him pronouns?! Therapy!”
She hasn’t even got me therapy. And I think I might have depression but yk, ‘ I give you everything! They’d just tell you what I tell you! No internet or friends “ but ohhh nooo, the second I explore gender I need it. NOT THE FACT IVE CUT MYSELF LIKE 20 TIMES NOW!! CHANGING PRONOUNS ARE THE PROBLEM?!
She hurts me a lot saying this. It’s almost like she’s just here to hurt me.
but WOOO!! ABSSS
Yeah because I don't live in poverty I'm not depressed lets just ignore the fact that I have no memories of my mom I was made fun of for thinking I have anxiety and adhd but OH NO whats this? I'm actually standing up for myself and am starting to feel more confident in myself? Oh no no no thats just me being an angsty teen trying to rebel
But ABS BRO MF ABSSSSS
I’m not even going to give them a chance. I feel hurt with all the threats. ‘ if you don’t *insert thing * I’m giving mocha (dog) away! And taking away internet !!” . But when I’m gone and in a house in Canada where they can’t visit because they won’t have the address , I’ll be happy. But for now I gotta wait