It felt so real...

I could FEEL thier hands

They say that most of your dreams come from memories but I DONT REMEMBER THAT I DIDNT WANT TO EITHER

I'm so ****ing scared I wanna hear some one Anyone's voice

I was 4 years old....

I can see it all so vividly All the flowers we took pictures on The bluebonnets

**** I- maybe that's a trigger?

I didn't know..

I was so small, qnd scared- and I'll I wanted to do was wear my dress outside to show to my friends

It was so cute A little white dress with sunflowers on it my grandma sewed for me as a side project

I loved the fabric so much I practically begged her for it

Buy then I went outside and I walked to that stupid stupid tunnel

They told me they found some more flowers there

I was four years old..no five- because2 I got it as a birthday gift- And I walked over there Because I trusted him He was my big brother And his friends were so nice to me..

Why did I listen..

And now it's so quiet in my room and I feel like that same terrified five year old girl who was just left there in the dirt I feel so small and powerless So alone and scared

Please help me **** I'm so so scared..

God I can't even get up to turn on my lights..

I really dunno

I probably wouldn't want to be touched anyway, but thank you

Mmhm I wish I could heat some ones voice rn it's so quiet and I hate waking up from a nightmare in the quiet

Even if there was ringing I think it'd be better if I heard that rn

What,,