i dont know what to do i wanna run away, what do i have to lose? everythings been so messed up.. i try to help the ppl i love... but idk what would help the most im getting all stressed i dont wanna lose them to death... something happened that they couldnt change now im feeling broken in many ways.. this year is so horrible.. i rlly just wanna escape... i feel as if its my job to help others even if i dont get much in return.. most nights i feel so lonely.. now idk what to do.. i wanna run away from all this but if i do things might just get worse.. so here i remain feeling trapped.. now i just sit and wait.... im sorry to all those i cant help im just trying my best.. yes this was meant to be a song but im not good at that :') my life feels like its so messed up can i pls just have a way to escape reality without actually having to go away...