im done. i have no more sanity , i have no more peace. this was the last place i could have friends and laugh . im sorry . to my gf/future wife , i will see you soon, wait for me please.... dont break up while im gone. this might last a few months or so . god i wish i was dead. all i ****ing need is internet , food,clothing,and water. but i get all theses stupid things that cost me some of my happiness. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY WANT! im just going to throw away everything on the floor unless i like it