Just at the moment i cant seem to find my feelings or thoughts. im beginning to lose my actual way of emotions and thought, more or less trying to stop dealing with them and focus on school so i dont end up hurting myself by jumping to conclusions or dealing with dumb gossip. I don't know how or what to feel and I just dont understand why i feel like im just being left alone. Normally I would at least try to do something about my feelings but these feeling are just so empty its almost like they have absolutely no meaning. So its like I want to talk about them but its pointless and it makes no sense.