i suck, i ruined my friendship with a friend, she left me, its all my fault, she thought i was to good a friend to be her friend and that she was useless, and now i lost my friend forever, and now im being a big *****! and i dont know why!

my dad hated me for having adhd and being to childish he made me do chores everytime i see him he made sparku my sis do the same he does favoritisim my brother is just like him but abusive my mom dosent belive me. my sister mia dosent belive me and sparku my dad blames me and my sis for my eldest sister's death and i still hate my dad and my brother.. i lost all of my friends in the 1st grade because of head lice i still get bullied for it and i struggle with getting friends most of my family hates me the only friends i can really have is on flipanim...