im dead im ****ing going to ****ing kms

SHES going to kill me.

i bascially have no life left

im as good as gone.

theres no way im not.

only way to prevent it is if i just kms <3333 or try.

cant call up the hotline because i have no privacy <333

I TRIED ASKSING FOR HELP.

YOU ****ING REFUSED NOW YOU’RE ACTUALLY GONNA ****ING KILL ME

YOU. Are going to hate me

you never listened to me

hope it doesn’t shock you if i turned up dead when you come home one day.

because i KNOW you’re going to take the thimg that krep me living

im gonnaa gp ****ing insan more tha. i ha e

i hate you

you have the audacity to say “Whats wrong?” WHEN I TOLD YOU A ****ING YEAR AGO YOU NEVER LISTENED

YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME SHOW IT FOR ONCE. DONT ****IBG YELL AT ME STOP THREATING ME TREAT ME LIKE IM ****ING HUMAN FOR ONE DAY.

STOP WITH THE BULLSHIT YOURE TRYING TO HELP NO. I ASKED FOR HELP NEVER GOT IT.

i just want help.

help i’ve needed for as long as i remeber.

i cant take it anymore i just plese

im a child. im just a child i cant do everything to your standards

stop calling me a burden just help me

you donf listen you dont understanf

you tell me to talk to you I cant. you ****ing ***** let me speak for ONCE. let me help you understand i dont understand why you wont

actually

nevermind.

you ****ing scare me. you hurt me you threaten me you lie to me you ****ing suck stay away from me when i dont wang to be touched STOP TOUCHING ME I DONT ****ING CARE IF YOU WANT TO DONY.

JUST LET ME HAVE BONDARDS WHEN I DONT WANT TO BE TOUCHED SYOP YOU STOP ME WHU CANT I STOP YOU?? YOU WONDER WHY I ****ING FLINCH FROM YOU?? YOU ARE GONNA ****ING YELL AND HIT ME. DONT EVEN THINK YOU DONT KNOW I ****ING HATE YOU AND IM STUCK WITH YOU UNTIL I CAN MOVE YOU AND YOU WONDER WHY YOU AREN’T MY FAVORITE.

you are the ****ing second worse person i know.

you let me stayed in a school that caused me distress because one of the teachers threated people and fuclinh s/////l harassed me in kinder.

i cant anymore you ****ing *****

you dont let me cry sayimg your life is worse so?? i cant cry???.

i cant get mad sad or happy i

you control everything about me i cant even wear clothes i like

because you’re right.

I don’t. I thought you were supposed to love me or at least pretend.

thanks for all this mom 😍😍 love you.