I'm crying but I'm not sad I'm not gonna be all sentimental on here because this is flipanim but I'm still gonna write something for new years because each day I progressively drift further away from this site and thats okay

Just like all my other posts and rants, I'm only writing this for myself to look back on in the future Idk it just feels so strange Next year I'm turning 15, I started this account when I was 9 and everytime I look back at how I used to be I see how much I've grown as an individual. I don't believe I even truly knew who I was back then and I guess that's obvious because I was 9, but it's so strange to look back at. I spent my time on this site drawing and venting, and now I just use it as an outlet for my thoughts

But that's the thing, I barely use this site anymore. I don't have much to complain about anymore. I think I've grown content with my life even if I know it can be better I think I'm content as I am right now. I've changed so much throughout this year and it's taught me so many things. I've learnt so much about myself and it feels so weird

I don't think I'm the best version of myself yet but I know that will come with time, and I'm okay with waiting. As much as I regret joining this site and being on the internet at the age I was back then I can't help but feel fond of it if that makes sense

This year felt so much different from the previous ones and im not sure why. I think I've definitely grown more positive as a person I love all of my friends so so much

They mean so much to me Anyways yeah as much as I loved this site I've definitely grown from it and I feel that's a sign for me to stop posting Not completely obviously I genuinely enjoy ranting on here sometimes but it's just the fact that to me this site is just something of the past if that makes any sense

I think I ran out of words!

I'm grateful for this year I feel like I've grown quite a lot as a person and I hope I can grow more in the future. My goal for next year is to get the help I need and to maybe improve my art and animation. I wanna get into more hobbies and other forms of art like 3d modeling, I also want to exercise more next year too. I hope I can make more friends and I want to get out and socialize more aswell

I love all my friends so so much and I'm so glad they're still here with me today

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Happy new years everyone