I’m begging at this point- tell me what I can do to make you like me more! I’m willing to destroy what’s left of my sanity to just. TALK.

Like for the love of god don’t talk to me like I’m some damn child I’m LITERALLY interested in your day- omg! Like please it’d be so cool if I meet someone who didn’t have a problem with the way I talk- I understand I’m blunt- AND IM WORKING ON IT- BUT LIKE IT SHOULDNG BE A PROBLEM EVERY TIME I MAKE A JOKE- is there something wrong with me? There’s apart of me that’s asking why I’d WANT to be friends with people who have problems with me but if I WANT TO SURVIVE. I NEED PEOPLE.

It ****ing SUCKKKSS but it’s t r u e . I need people I need them to look at me- I need them to talk to me like I’m a person so I can do that. I can be a person. Give me a chance to. I’ll spite people deep down when they won’t just be blunt with me- be BLUNT if you have a problem with me. I’ll probably feel bad sure but I won’t do anything about it. I’ll take your problem into consideration everytime I’m abt to do something like that- THATS, HOW A RELATIONSHIP GROWS IT GROWS WITH YOU. and if I get ONE more person shutting down on meeeee I swearrrr I’ll just lose it! Please can I just get someone to be willing to be there for me I’m not asking to have you all day, I’m asking to chat about ****ing- idk! Characters for a little bit! Characters! And maybe we can play some games?!? Or even draw together I’ve literally never had someone EVER message me to hang out and be like “hey do you wanna draw together?” LIKE THATS LITERALLY NEVER ****ING HAPPENED TO ME I can’t stand being alone all day any more

Please someone take me seriously Someone please please I’m begging I’m begging someone please I’m crying out for help please take me seriously I’m begging someone treat me like a real friend I see so many people on here with close relationships and I want that more than anything I’m begging please don’t let me fade away like this please I need someone to treat me like a person I’m a person right please don’t ignore me please just listen listen please

I want to draw for you I want to talk with you please can I please have that connection..