nb goin to school once again today so if i gts it gotta be after my lil brother take his ass to bed

my stomach fcked up

hopin my lil brother take one long ass blink before i do cuz whk know what he’ll do to the house whike im knocked tf out

its supposed to snow again next week give it a rest oml

im so tired of this cold shit its unnecessary

why was rhe snow planted here nd not Anartica however you spell it i forgot

penguins swimmin in warm water rn its supposed to be snowin here of all places can we send the snow to the polar bears or sum shit

thats a dumb question tho dont answer that

we’re fcked

ik im boyta saiund stupid asl but is whenever you get so tired to the point youre sleep high kinda fhe same as when you high off drugs nd i mean the same as in the feeling of it

if so im never doin drugs that shit was weak

why are so many ppl anti abortion but not anti strokin your shit if you think abt it theyre bost doin the same thing “killing” innocent life

can this ngagts im not tryna be a philosopher rn

im too tred for ts one day i will reread this threat wonderin wtf i meant when i typed it

thatd a dumb question tho ik the andwer they just want control over womens bodys

bodies

my stomach turnin

life update i took a shit my stomach no longer hurts

spoke too soon my stomach hurtin again

i got sumn i wanna say but it may or may not be rude so im not gonna say it plus it aint nun of my business anyway since it aint harmin nb

i need this lil nga to gts im countin minutes

im so ****ing tied

how tf do ppl drink alcohol wit no chaser that shit burnt tf out my throay maybe bc i was like 9yrs old drinkin it tho

my mama let me have a lil sip of i think liquor wtv tf if is that shit was nasty asl nd it burned tf out my throat

pretty sure it was liquor tho but ion drink enough to know cuz im not a #alcoholic nd also im #underage

cant drink if i wanted to anyway

IM SLIDIN OVER CARS WHILE I SHOOT

I THINK THAT IM TOM CRUISE

rs when yall wear binders do yall have to like pull your titties down to make it bind more cuz for me i have to cuz if not it wont bind my chest too well like yea itll bind but if not idk how to rlly explain it itll fit kinda like a pushup bra but if it binded at the same kinda

ts hurtin my back a lil its like it t stabbin my back

thats bc of back fat tho😓 got too much fat backf here somehow someway

gotta get rid of itt my waist isnt snatched to its potential cuz ifnit

crazy part abt this tho it wasnt stabbin my back before so im confused

it hates me all of a sudden

its not as tight tho cuz like i been wearin it a lot now that i got the courage to wear it while my familys home nd not wait til theyre gone or til the next time i leave the house

they havent noticed yet thank god

then again tho mines already small like i said i mainly got ts cuz they started growin again

i would be content livin in the same body im born wit if i didnt have to witness my titties growin before my eyes nd i cant do nun abt it like if they stayed the same as they were for the past few years nd if i could remove the uterus nd ovaries too thatll be nice

wait that just triggered a memory okayokayokay

so this was like year before last when i first moved nd me nd my then bf was officially long distance

he came outta nowhere askin me abt our future like what do i see in it first of all at the time i didnt rlly see him in my future that rllt shouldve been my firsy sign to break up wit him but anyway

somehow the convo get to be abt havin kids MINDDD YOUUUU MINDDD YOUUUU im like 17 at the time barely 18 nd he tb havin kids when we’re older

i told him i dont wanna have kids cuz i would be a bad parent nd i like havin mylife to myself nd then he said oh…. cuz i lowkey wanna have kids in the future nd im like oh… maybe you should find someone who wanna have kids

i don’t remember a day in my life where i wanted to have kids ever nd if i do say i wanna have a baby smack tf outta me

that aint a me thing to do

not only just bc of the fact ill be a bad parent but also the economys ****ed why would i go thru pain nd labor to bring a child into this world just for me nd the child to suffer afterwards bc we’re broke. anywyas after that he dropped it that wasnt our first ever time tb havin kids when we’re older but like every time i told him no i dont want kids hell even at first he agreed idk what wrong got into his head to be like oh i want a parasite in my house

yea thats it

lemme note now he was only a year older than me but not completely a year cuz then hell be stupid asl but basically the year ahead of mine

im bornnthe year after him but not completely a year after hik otherwise id still be in school rn

which i dontwanna be!!!! i love my graduated life sometimes i just needa move tf iut to enjoy it sum more

should i report him to the poilice he was datin me when i was 17 while he was 18

/j

stop eatin the bacon queef burger its not good for you

you know better than this!!!! stop it!!!!!

my brother woke up goodbye

i want sum more kiwi i ate 2 of them yesterday cuz thats all i had

im rlly craving a salad rn guys

rs how do you follow sb on spill

i only got spill cuz the majority that use that app are black ppl nd im black nd i love being black nd i love my people so where my people go i follow but its only older black folks so i lowkey feel outta place

older as in 40 nd up for the most part im young asl compared to them

they around my mama age

this is not my crowd

im literally the minimum age for the app😭😭😭 not for long tho considerin my bday in april but lets oretend tjats far away from now

anyways sb followed me up there nd i have no idea on how to follow back cuz i got it literally yesterday

okay i figured out how to do it

i wish i could have a status that isnt one of the options they got up here tho like yea rhey should keep the status options they have chosen for you but also give you the ability to change it ro sumn else

like custom status

if they do that my status would be……. it would be…… itll be……….

ima still use this app regardless black owned app with black ppl on it??? HELL YEA

all they gotta do is remove them ai art covers for thegroups nd shit nd ill be even more happy cuz i hate ai nd ik the owner of this app gotta be an older lady or sumn they dont even kno ai is ruinin the planet

i wonder if anyone can tell im young asl from my pfp

my face not in it but my body is

WAIT NOT IN THAT WAY

havin flashbacks to when i would only take pics of myself in short shorts squattin infront of my mirror

pics was tea but i was ashy

i forgot all abt recent comments this qhole 13 mins i spent lettin flipanim captcha cool down i exposed me bein ashy in sumnpics i took years ago

hey

i can be the answer

wait this wouldn’t work bc not ebgot the same timezone as me

i said sum lyrics from 212 forgettin it may be 11:12 for someone

i might make a new post might not do anyone remember that twitter community girls talk minors from like 2024 along wit insufferable women but mainly girls talk minors

that shit was full of drama

my messy ass was always gettin posts from that community but i wasnt even in it

half of the drama that came from there was bc the girls was stupid tho literal birds

girls talk minors is how i realized how many birdbrained btches is just walking amongst us its so many

flipanim givin me a captcha again i will not be silenced this time

WAIF

realized sayin the rest of that sentence while tb a twitter community prolly isnt the best thingto do even if thats not what i meant😭😭😭 should i keep goin to 100 comments

this will be my first ever post wit 100 comments of me talkin to myself

this will go down in history

honestly lookin at all the drama from girls talk minors nd joinin that beat a btch community where eb would post fight vids prolly made me mature a lot faster but not enough to mature to be my age tho like im immature asfc for a 18yr old but not immature as in like 12 maybe like 16 or so

that drama shit be stupid asf arguin wit ppl be fun tho but its rlly stupid asl

i tried to watch nttv a few months ago nd wasnt entertained like i usually would my frontal lobe developed

bye