im so hungry rn i just ate 2lbs of food one was 1lbs of broccoli the other was 1lbs of strawberries which ik im bouta get judged for but look im tryna get myself to stop goin back to starvin like i did back in 2023-2024

tryna get myself outta that habit rn😭😭 lowkey hard but i got to

i wanna go walk but i need to eat first idk what to make cuz everythings frozen

tbh i hate the feeling of bein full like never have i ever in my life liked bein full but that may be me bein weird tho

zonin tf out while chromosomes by key glock play in my ears

i wanna put my binder back on but im scared ima rip the dhit sum more honestly i think i accidentally ripped it to fit me or sumn i heard multiple tears in fabric as i was puttin it on yesterday

ima jus gts tho cuz im tired nighty night

im back i didnt even try i remember one time i was on the bus goin home from school nd the bus driver went over a speed bump fast asf i was in my seat nd then i blunk nd i was in mid air

i saw the top of every seat in that mf mind you this happened in elementary i hadda be like 8 at the time

alr now ima try to gts before these kids get here

so im fat

as im dozin off my mama gon text me askin if im hungry now i got food otw

rest of my clothes came yeessssss yeeesssssssss bouta walk a mile again hopefully shit not happenin outside again

i rlly hope they aint catch my raggedy lookin ass on them cameras tho… ik they was live for a diff reason but i could’ve possibly be seen on it

ima take this as a sign to make myself look good everytime i leave the house cuz you never kno what happens💔 i was only dressed to be outside for like 10 mins bro

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