Please don't do it, I know everythings pretty bad right now but please just try to cope in healthy ways, also try to get the most sleep and water you can I'm sorry everything has to be so shitty you really don't deserve this.
Okay, I really do care about you and see you as a really important person please just try to ignore them and laugh the most you can (its helped me alot lately with stress) just be ok please I really worry about you a lot.