I wish i were a kid again

A young kid

My backyard surrounded by the void

That ill never explore

Because there are horrible people there. But thats just perception, theyre not actually horrible.

Life is a burden, and in order to live sacrifice is inevitable.

Vegans are not fixing anything. Plants are a form of life. They have no emotions or conscious mind, but they are still wide alive.

Jellyfish can fly, for water is amongst the air and swimming is just flying in water. That is why i go swimming in the river at night. I wish i could fly to escape this.

If i got tired and fell, i wouldnt care. My grip of reality is just barely strengening.

*strengthening

My walls painted pink and my bed covered in blood and glitter and all my internal organs.

Reproduction is horrific

There was once a dream i had in which i walked into a forest, covered in the corpses and carcasses of failed children. There was a man, he had no skin and he was decaying. He was entirely nude. I couldng scream. Before i could run away, he started... doing horrible things to me... whilst he slowly peeled my skin off with his teeth. And later left me to rot into the earth because i could not move. The ground had tounges And eyes and hands. They completely covered me. In the morning i could not leave my bed and still heard his teeth clicking.