i don't know if i hate you but my sadness is slowly evolving into hate. you piss me off so ****ing much. you don't even care? you acted like we were "good friends" yet you don't even give a single shit about me. i confided in you so many ****ing times. i helped you and yet you barely even consider me a friend? it could just be me being paranoid, but i'm really starting to ****ing believe that you barely even remember me. i wish i never ****ing associated myself with your dumbass.