im only here so i dont fall asleep

im tored asf nd in the middle of cookin but it aint like i gotta standiver the stove the whole time while cookin

so i got time for rn but im tired asl ian take no nap today nd barely slept last night

i started doin my hair today but it aint done ofc

prolly wont bedone til like next week or so cuz im lazy asl

nd also doin my own hair is a a pain in the ass esp for the style im doin on my head

still gon get done tho #trust

my shoulder hurt nd i havent even started workin out for the day

itll be crazy if i actually go thru nd do my workouts, hair, nd also cook dinner in one day thats a lot for me since im already lazier than a btch

all i do is babysit all day nd thsts it

my back lowkey hurt a lil too should i even workout at all

thats my main focus outside of my arms

i wanf a concha i had a store bought one once nd i been wantin them since then

theyre dry asl but also sweet too i like it esp the parts where its more dry bread than sweet idk

the dry bread kinda jus balances the sugar out i like when sumn thats supposed to be sweet is more savory

im backkkk i ate my foodddddd it was goodddddd

still tired not as tired as befoe but still tired

i wanna do my hair lowkey but ima jus let myself rest cuz i gotta work out anyway

tbh doin workouts wit dumbells nd shit is so much more fun than the ones without

except for walkin nd ridin a bike wtv that machine called

spendin 3hrs on the bike machine while lotion by tiacorine play in my ears

3hrs is a lot for jus one session #lowkey esp since mt cardio wack now

i literally used to be able to walk a whole lot without gettin tired but thats bc at the time when i was in school i would skip every class i had jus to walk wit music playin in my ears

honestly i did a lot of walkin nd took hella laps around tha school i had to have been walkin anywhere from half a mile to 2 miles with barely any breaks at all

somehow ian never get caught tho

ik they saw my black ass walkin in each nd every hallway a good 15 times on the cameras

as much as ion wanna tb sch**l most of my memories are from there esp in the past

honestly i cant rlly remember how it was at home before we hadda flee

before my daddy passed i knew he was argue wit my mama a lot but i cant remember how often it was

honestly when my mama nd daddy would argue i would jus ignore them. at first it made me cry but then i got over that shit quickly

i hadda be like 5 at the time

yk whats crazy i forgot how old i was when my daddy passed away nd it wasnf even that long ago either too

it hadda be anywhere from 2021-2022

nelles traumadumping guys look

point nd laauyghhh

im bored

im tired nd flipanim thinks im a bot gn

eat rhe bed bugs if they bite