i cant do things when there is pressure to do a task that is unnecessary. and i planned to clean so i turned down hanging out w someone to clean. and they keep. ****ing calling. asking how the cleanings going. and when ill be done. so we can hang out. and i havent done any cleaning now at all. and i want to tear all my skin off

the weekend is ruined and nothing will happen now and i would want to try next weekend but they will just get upset that im not going to see them again and im going to explode