I honestly want to die No one will see this,so I'm probably going to commit suicide and no one will be the wiser Basically I've been called a joke for my appearance, sexuality and gender so many times that I'm starting to believe I'm just a stupid freak with mental illness and I can't stand it anymore I want to die,im not joking,my body is slowly giving up and so is my brain. I feel like I'm overweight and too ugly so no one will love me,and I'll be alone all my life.