it's just calming for me realkt, or being in th3 shower or something like that it's just a calming and lovely feeling that I adore in all total honesty

ti be honest, unless I'm walking or in the shower, those are the only rimes I am able to be fully alone and I quite literally enjoy that feeling because I dont have ro worry about anybody else's problems or have to deal with anyone nagging me for something childish it's just me and my thoughts really and I also adore that feeling too

I also love being cold in a warm environment or like, if u was ro be in the shower and the water isn't on me but om already wet? if that makes sense at all feeling cold is also a nice feeling too it's just peaceful for me

I have just been rambling about b3int cold and wet but it's a nice feeling to have every now and then

you know, I feel like designing alot and making itas and nfcfs but for some reason I can't get this3 d3aigns out it's just all Mt designs look boring to me and look like I've done them before and I dont lime that I just need fresh ideas, if that makes sense?????? I just want to make cool species and designs that are original to me

I don't knoe if that sounds like I want too much

thats very weird of them rain although it is a dull thing, is quite the opposite and a calm thing depending on the person really amd their experiences with it maybe it was a pleasant patch of rain and it made them feel good, or horrible violent rain during a hard time in someone's life or maybe a life threatening type of rain