ok

ok first off How is ur "mom" qualified to be a mom 2. u deserve friends no matter what. u deserve a better family for the hell of it 3. how old are u before i say what i want to say?

see u have 3 more years then if u have enough money u go buy an apartment and by ur 14th-15ht birthday u can start working at a part time job

u can move out cut ties and never go back to that hell hole

and i will join u if i don't get killed by racists in the process uwu

i think its better if i just steal all sharp or dangerous objects from u don't kill urself one day u will prove ur family wrong find a bootiful hunny who loves u and live a lovely life with ur love and kids

i know i know its hard but please just hang in there a little longer

please dont hurt urself anymore dont kill urself u have a bright future i know its hard but it will get better it may take a while but i promise it will happen i will make sure of it I swear until my dying day i will make sure ur like turns back to happy and good

its okay if u dont want to

i understand how u feel i really do u just have to hang in there a little longer