i migjt actually just be a robot or alien , something that is not humane , something that doesnt belong here contemplating life rn

i might be demi aroace which is funny bcuz i sued to think when i was like 12 or 14, how ppl were even aroace cuz loving n feeling sexual ig was fun bug ig understand now i dont fall easily, i usually mistakened kindess for affection, which led me to bad places i barely ever fall in love, i always wonder if ill find the one esp since everyone around me is dating /srs

guys im mephone irl what , im literally mephone everything he does, how he acts, what he says, theyre all me IK THATS DUMB BUT LIKE HES ME IM HIM

used* not sued 💔

now that i think abt it , i never rlly ... liked the guys i dated i romanticised being married to them sure, but i never rlly liked them bcuz oart of me rlly wanted to break up w them first one i broke up w n the second one broke up w me cuz he was friends w my first one coincidentally

i also notice patterns that happen in life, which is weird cuz when i tell ppl i notice them, they think im weird its like iwas programmed to think like that, like im some kind of robot who collects data n finds patterns in order to orevent failure

i think ill draw more of my tv head sona later cuz im robot alien beep boop glorp gleep guh, im so weird

not as weird as u weirdos /pos, i like being on fa cuz im the same level of weirdness as u all ty for that

i feel like if i left this life, nothing would change bcuz my part is done . idk i think abt it alot , almost all the time

chat i jsut realised that i didnt rllllyyy feel any affection for my exes, ig thats y i never yearn them i feel bad that i dont evne though they were the worst ppl, it just meams that ive never been in a healthy relationship 🥀🥀 should i try dating problem is that i dont ever fall in love anymore

oki guys im going off, i have a stupid assignment tmmrw why is it on a weekend 💔

right !!! i might actually just be a machine

yes please. i actually think its something related to disassociating from reality not ina way like "oh im escaping reality bcuz i hate real life, im gonna play w my fictional characters" but in a " ughh , i dont know if this is real" way i feel like i detach from reality every single day, like none of this is real , nothing, my relationships, my life

i am fat slob.!!!

YESYYESSS THAAT. NEW TO THE PLANET, i feel like i was jsut born , like idk whats going on but i just do !!! yk !! ,, i just got made n programmed to do things, go to school, come back, do my work, eat, sleep repeat. am i autistic uh wha t....

YEAH LOL WAHAT THE HECK IVE NEVER MET SOMEONE WHO FEELS THE SAME

YEAH BRO I FEEL LIKE IM PROGRAMMED BUT ALSO W MY OWN WILL , like ik how to think for myself but i also feel empty kinda .. yk how mepad is like roboty n he says he doesnt feel but he does n rlly often he does, its like that but im a coward like mephone IT SOUNDS SO STUPID CUZ IM COMPARING MY FEELINGS TO THEM BUT ITS EXACTLY LIEKT THAT

i wish i was normal i feel like that one bg character in a movie where theyre working in a 24/7 job n theres tthat one shot of them w eyebags looking sad n doing work

HELP THATS SO REAL ACTUALLY zane is so sweety pie i want him what who said thst IM LARRY FROM GUMBALL 💔 THATS JUST SAD

gah i might be an alterhuman

alterhumans r like , a group of people who consider themselves a species ig beyound human

"Alterhuman is a term for individuals who have identities that are beyond what is traditionally considered being "human"" yeah lol