Dont loosen that pencil sharpener I promise it'll get better soon just try poking yourself with a pencil or erase on your arm hard to get that pain it helps me sometimes antiseptic cream does not reverse all actions you can still get an infection pls trust me..... I believe in you !!!!! You are awesome me and all of everyone cares about you and if you think otherwise I will find a way to convince you just by asking every person in the world ever. Ok?Ok!