My cousin only got sentenced 4 years..
My cousins hate me
My brother doesn't care for me anymore
My mother doesn't care if I'm stressed
My father won't give me any freedoms
I'm stressed at everything
My problems make me blow up
I. Get. In. Trouble. Every. Minute. I. Exist.
Worst thing out out of them all?
Water.
I hate swimming.
My family's big on swimming..
IM AFRAID OF DROWNING
THE COMPULSE TO PULL MYSELF UNDER AND DROWN HAS GOTTEN TOO STRONG AND NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THAT
I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY BUT ANYONE WHO LISTENS WONT UNDERSTAND BECAUSE THEY. WERENT. THERE.
AND I- I CANT.. THE ONLY PPL I CAN VENT TO ON THIS SHIT.. WELL BOYH OF THEM ARE OFFLINE