I’m just going to leave for a bit, like 4 days or a week I really don’t have the self esteem or the confidence to be here right now I really try my best I really do, but it’s not easy to live in another country which doesn’t speak English and try to do right. If I do something wrong please tell me in a nice way, otherwise it just messes up my self esteem. I’m just trying to make others happy even if I’m not in my happiest times, but I smile trough them But just being mean is not a way to help me. Please just understand.