so lmt.

my friend is going through stuff.. saying bad things abt herself.. and everyones been trying to help.. but shes not even trying to help herself. i feel like im always trying to help her.. or talk to her personally so i can help.. but lately shes been saying "it's fine now" or "I already talked abt it with someone" or " sh.. that didn't happen" even though if it's not fine. I feel like we aren't really"close" anymore.. I feel like she can't trust me.. even though I'm giving her all I can.. advice.. comfort.. love.. but she doesn't take it..

i.. i dont know what to do anymore.. i just want to be friends again.. i mainly just want her to be ok..

how do i fix this? how can she trust me?

i feel like such a bad "friend"... every time im trying to help her now she will ignore it.. and go to someone else.. ig i feel ashamed i feel sad about that.. but its what i feel and i need to say it. i feel like im always trying to offer first vent.. and then she goes to someone else to vent.

mk..

here: she usually deletes her vents and when she thinks bad abt herself and everything.. so you can only see one for rn

( btw im usually softer than i was in comments)

( i just couldnt handle it anymore)

( cause weekly she would do this.. except worse..

all i want is a (virtual) hug from her rn.. i want her to trust me..

yeah..

and obviously outside this vent im just gonna act like everything is fine.

thats why i needed to vent..

idk...

she probably doesnt trust me cause im just a kid.. she probably thinks i dont know anything abt what shes going through and that im nit worthy enough to know cause im only 11. i might be 11, but i know way more cause the internet and stuff... but yeah. makes sense

maybe.

bye..