Im going to put this as simply as I possibly can EVEN THOUGH this is a complicated situation. Now, this is just MY opinion but I felt it needed to be addressed. I understand that you want to leave FA and Im honestly not here to stop you. Im encouraging you to leave, not because I dislike you or hate you, its because nobody else should control you as a being unless its you. Ive seen this situation pop up here and there and its always the same. "I cant leave because I make people depressed or Im glued here." I just feel like if you need to leave, and if you want to not hurt anyones feelings, leave anonymously instead of posting "I want to leave." And making other people worry EVEN more. Im just saying that if YOU think that leaving FA is a healthy decision for you well being, I say go for it. No matter what anyone says because nobody can really stop you. Nobody is forcing you to stay unless its blackmail. If they blackmail you, then you have shitty friends. Regardless, You are you and you control yourself.

Again this is MY personal opinion. If you attack me, fine, whatever dude. Whatever floats your boat or whatever makes you sleep comfortably at night. If you say some really hurtful shit, Ill delete your comment. If you want to express how you feel about the situation, feel free.