Ughhhh I hate waking up like this

Guys, how does one be friends with someone thst they know loves them and they love them to? Cause honestly I can't think of a way

I can't just like - not want to express how I feel - like that's just hard and has be hiding what I want and how I feel simply for peace

Ughh we had one argument and the waiting those days and all I felt like I worked for went down the drain

It's not like I don't mind being friends like at least I am that but ughh I'm still frustrated and hurt

1 single problem... And then poof