bc I do, I've punched, scratched, and hit myself in the face and all over my body, I feel as if I deserve the pain, as if I should be punished,, yk?

Idk why, I've always done it, I've tried stopping but I still hurt myself in the process by biting my tongue or my cheek

like, why can't I just shut up? Why can't I just be quiet when in mad,,, why? Why do I have so much fūcking anger?

Why do I stomp around and punch the walls, I'm just gonna get in trouble, fúck why do I get so angry so easily, I'm so fűcking emotional for no fųcking reason at fůcking all

I'm such a goddamn cry baby, like I'm so insecure lmao why can't I just stop

like tf why are you so depressing Tierney just stop once in a while and be happy

Ok I'm done

I care

ik it isn't, and I'm trying to work on it,,

grgr I'll let you help me