So, um... I was doing homework and... I didn't finish enough for my mom to be satisfied, clearly, so she started shouting at me, then I started crying, and nowadays I've gained a habit to smile while I cry, then I started crying. She told me to then cry, then after a few minutes, I didn't stop crying yet, she said, just stop crying (basically bottle up your feelings) so I went in my room and basically told myself I was fine, repeatedly. Am I really fine? Is it normal for mothers to do this? I need answers... :<