last time with my old friends from middle school i would over gift people like i gave my friends so many gifts and apparently i was doing too much ;-; GIVING PEOPLE GIFTS MY LOVE LANGUAGE I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS

ugh it just sucks because i have no friends and i love to love but i dont know it like having any type of emotion or something is cringe so i cant genuinly care for people without sounding weird being alone everyday makes me super sad and i get really happy when someone wangs to do something with me im just super awkward i always think im super boring or im always worried what my friends think about me im saying this like i have no friends OOPS i do have friends i think idk if its mutual ;-;

not like im complaining im sorry if were friends and im saying idk if we actually are friends im dumb i dont know how to act ;-;

i bought my friend a huge stuffed animal and 50 dollar robux and snacks for her birthday only for her to leave me for a boy because there was a rumor going around that i had a crush on her for being her friend and doing friend stuff and if anything she would try to kiss me when boys were near ;-;

she still follows me on tiktok and vague posts about me saying how she misses our friendship and stuff -_- i do too but it kind of ruined everything for me honestly if none of that happened i wouldnt be so awkward UGH SHE WAS LIKE MY BESTEST FRIEND EVER camila is still my best friend no matter what im so sad i dont talk to her anymore i cant do anything doe bc idk im too awkward

omg and when i was around too many people for our student council trip thing and started crying infront of everyone was the worse why cant i just be normalll i wish i wasnt the way i am i want actual friends

omg and in middle school when i started being friends with a boy i gave him gifts like i did with all of my friends and my other boy friends that i liked him when i just wanted to be a good friend ;-; UGH WTV NOT LIKE IT MATTERS ANYMORE im in highschool t h e p a s t i s i n t h e p a s t

no wait i said that wrong i meant i gave all of my friends gifts even if their boys and i got called a bop bc of that cuz apparently giving boys gifts mean u like them

AW YAY

AW DANG IT I DONT HAVE INSTA ;-;

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