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Dinoboy99999 
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13.05.2024
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Dinoboy99999[OP]
13.05.2024 12:09
LinkThinking of him, why do I feel this way????!?!
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i am!!! jusr because i used "..." doesnt mean im sad im just being silly
Listening to my playlist lolz
Thinking AB changing my acc aesthetic
ooo i bet the change would look nicee and what songsss are on the playlist
Mona Lisa- Lil Wayne
Another Love- Tom Oddell
505- Arctic Monkeys
911- Ellise
Death No More- IC3PEAK
Du Reichst So Gut- Rammstein
Rats- Ghost
Rhinestone eyes- Gorillaz
Space Song- Beach House
Soldier, Poet, King- The Oh Hellos
JUST LOOK MY WAY- Helluva Boss
Okay so I was at my bestieboos house for the Weeknd and her cousin, Larry came over (he's my age) I was cold and shivering and he came up and hugged me into his chest with a blanket and we stayed like that for a while!!!! WE CUDDLEDDDDDD!!! I am so touch starved that it made me shed a few tears and he held my hand and stuff and I can't stop thinking AB him and I AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
AGHHHHH ANYWAYS
I also spents hours in a hot tub with my dads friend James- It was fun and relaxing. He told me about his tattoos. I can't wait till I get my first tattoo
A semi colon with a heartbeat and it's gonna say "it's just the beginning" Bc my mom has a semi colon and heartbeat that says "My story is not over"
(we both struggle with SH)
That's actually cute, the matching tattoos (I do too we're twinning frfr)
Me and my mom have a long past so we're trying to make the most of life now. (If you ever need to talk I'm here. I'm over a year clean!!)
My mum has had a long past,she struggled (and still does) with things that i struggle with btu me and her aren't very close. so errrr!!!1 (thank you, and im proud of you<3 im not planning on quitting anytime soon, though. it's something i genuinely do enjoy, i make sure not to take it too far. although i made a promise i'd be clean for 2 weeks so ig im stuck like this for 13 more days)
(I'm proud of you for setting a goal!!!)
Yeah Me and my moms anniversary of meeting irl was yesterday. We met two years ago. It was awesome. But my aunt shoved me onto her bc I attempted soooo-
(it's not MY goal. i was forced to make the promise, i don't wanna do this, but i take promises too seriously to break it. im going right back to my habits after, despite summer coming) oh my gosh???? are you ok???? also happu anniversary of meeting her irl!!!!!
I always worry about my friendsss (I'm not tho im gonna go deeper after these 2 weeks >_<)
It's okay. I'm okay now. I do intensive therapy! (Try drawing on your scars, it'll feel real for a bit and then do it again. It's helped my friends and me before.)
Yayyyy goodjobbb im happy for you and proud of youu (nuh uh i like every little bit of it. i like feeling the feeling of the blades in my skin, i love the way i bleed so much and it makes me lightheaded bc my blood phobia, i love the scars that are left behind, i love how they're permanent, i love how the scars feel, i love how good i feel during the process of it, i love the whole experience and there's NO way im giving that up, i don't want help with this it's like a fun activity for me yk!!! it's also very comforting)
(Very fair point but you might go too far one day... Be careful, okay dear?) Thanks bestieboo!
eerrr i promise for as long as i live with my parents (ignore how late this is)