i ate sum 2 pouches of them lil bites muffins today cuz im a fatass nd it said expired january 11 but like they looked nd smelled nd even tasted fine so i ate them right nd even after i ate them i was feelin fine until

now

if i get sick its 100% my fault for bein dumb nd greedy🙂‍↕️✌️ i thought it was safe even tho it was out its date

my legs feel heavier than a mf to pick up yea its over😭😭✌️ my ass gon be SICK

wait this could be bc i havent slept tho should i risk it

then again this also could be bc of layin down a lot or just bein hot too cuz usually when i get too hot for my body nd finally get out the heat i feel weak anyway

nd i was just layin in bed chillin talkin to my hg while under my sheets nd my sheets warm asl just like how i like it

its most likely just the heat tho😭 ion think its this lil bites muffins but if it is im suin

i hate when my body start feelin weak due to heat when the heat feel comfortable like ts feel good asl nd i cant even take it💔💔💔 it make me sad make me wanna cry

okay not cry but ykwim

ima take my ass to bed tho its 12am my brother sleep its time for me to since i havent at all today

night night eat the bedbugs if they bite

i am fcking invcinibke

woke upbtoday feelin completely fine yeessss yeesssssss

and got 9hrsnof sleepbyeess yeessss

ima take another nap maybe

eatin brownie brittle ts taste so good

i wanna make brownies but ion even got sugar flour or eggs

dont got the main ingredients😭😭

its okay tho ill make garlic bread… maybe

i remember my garlic bread i made back when i was stayin in my hometown

i hadda keep makin it cuz my lil sister wanted it sm😭😭 it was good asl tho but not THAT good

she wanted thengarlic bread 10 times a day it was stressful i remember throwin out the garlic so i wouldnt make them any more

it wasnt much garlic left anyways tho, it was them lil small glass jars of minced garlic i was usin to make the garlic bread

if i make garlic bread im gonna put honey nd crushed red pepper on it

i lvoe crushed red pepper

im gonna add the ingredients to my list now so i dont forget to order them cuz i quite literally cant leave the house nd ion have a car nor license talk abt bein a #loser

old asl nd cant drive😭😭😭

lemme note im tb legally

i can drive well…. for the most part

i remember in my drivers ed class i accidentally slammed on gas instead of the break oopsie

its okay tho cuz i passed AND it was my first day

i think that teacher hated me lowkey

before the classes started he asked for my address nd i told him nd he asked where exactly in town was it nd i told him nd as i was explainin it to him he was lookin sad like his eyes started to tear up then he asked me if ik someone nd i think i said no or sumn idk

then he got mad at me for my answer

btch if i dont kno sb then idk sb you cant get mad at me for that old btch

him gettin mad at me so he dont cry is crazy😭😭😭

okay time go by nd its my first day of the class nd i will admit i was doin a lil too much see this back when i was hardheaded asl nd wasnt followin the rules nd bein sneaky nd shit i still do the same but not all the time okayokay

unwarranted storytime btw

on my first day if drivers ed i was gettin weirdo creepy vibes from this nga he wasnt the teacher who taught us prior to the actual drivin part but like i hadda be in this care wit him for like 30 mins before we got the other person who was a girl to get homebefore we could pick her up bc she forgot drivers ed started that day which icl ion blame her😭😭

those 30 mins i was tsuck in the car wit him im just scared asl as he just drivin all around town nd shit

okay im just gonna skip to the part where i was the problem so after we got the other girl nd we officially started class he aint want us on our phone which i knew

but iw as still on that btch anyway😭😭 i was gettin 80 diff msgs from eb at the time cuz i was textin them tellin them i was scared lowkey

i think he told me to get off my phone like 5 or 6 times before hejust took that shit

i wouldve but i couldnt just fight the drivers ed teacher

i need this license

yall dont be like me🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ i was like what 15 at the time

a lil immature a lil immature its okay cuz i was still a child

i was sneakin nd tryna use my phone a lot tho nd he still caught my ass

i wasnt bein sneaky enough💔 flipanim tryna silence me again are you serious

i got this captcha as i was typin those lil paragraphs earlier then it went away now its back

anyways yea after that day i noticed he would talk to the other girl a lot more nd be more nicer to her but when i tried to talk to him he would be meaner nd more condensending however you soell that shit but i didnt care he was a bald old btch i have hair

i just needed my certificate so i could get tf out tha class✌️ ian got time for his feelings hurt bc i stayed where sb he once knew stayed at

so yea thats it

no cuz now im thinkin abt it he was lowkey dumb asl cuz how you mad ian kno someone

all i said was sumn along the lines of no to his question nd he got mad at me like huhhh

go get a therapist for that

he rlly used me as a punching bag granted i was doin shit i wasn’t supposed to but that was only day 1 tho

i was only there for 3 days he rlly wasnt trynagive me another chance not only that i noticed he let the other girl do the same shit I WAS DOIN without sayin shit to her🤨

is it bc im darkskin like fr

he was black too hell darker than me but the other girl was lightskin

im bein delusional

ts lowkey just reminded me of a time back in 9th when it was dismissal

i get on my bus nd my older sister who i was in school with at the time was on the bus too but he wasnt on my seat or nun otherwise this story wouldve played out differently okayokay

so im just chillin on the bus just zonin tf out then i hear 2 btches tb me from somewhere behind me

guys dont try this at home

so im listenin to they convo i hearin all type of shit they sayin im scary cuz ian got tf up yet bc they was talkin shit abt me

mind you the shit they was sayin abt me was jus the fact i talk loud now nd didnt talk loud then nd as in then i mean elementary cuz my hometown eb know eb eb grew up wit eb

so overall the shit they was sayin was dumb asf one btch im not 10 nm im 14 two yall rlly tryna judge me off the btch i was when i was just barely in my double digits

nd it was 2 of them

so im thinkin should i turn around nd ask them abt what they tb me for or no

obviously i didnt bc my older sister on the bus he jus tryna go home nd ik she not a fighter like me

so i didnt but honestly i wished i looked back to see who it was tho

i would’ve caught both they ass alone

yea i have not matured over these years gn flipanims tryna silence me again

alr i think the captcha cooled down honestly at first when i first started highschool it was hella btches talkin shit abt me but also they was tryna be cool wit me but ian fw them still cuz you bein cool in my face but when i turn around you wanna talk shit weird weird

it did eventually stop when i did almost get inna fight wit sb okay so sb came up from behind nd slapped tf out my neck randomly so i turn around tryna punch them nd i missed nd found out it was my hg which i dont regret cuz dont fcking hit me

after that one lil punch i threw i kept hearin it for like a week afterwards cuz mind you this happened like at the end of the day in my classroom full of ppl

thats not the only one tho idk why but every fcking time i almost punch the shit out sb ppl act wild ***** you saw what they did to make me instinctively punch them dont be shocked

like yea ik if that shit connected it wouldve done damage baby i been there before🙂‍↕️ punched sb nd had they nose sittin sideways but thats a story for a diff day

esp cuz that punch was before i even learned how to throw a punch nd also was accidental