HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE READING THIS RIGHT NOW, HEARTBROKEN RIGHT? BECAUSE YOU LEFT ME WITH NOTHING AND NOW YOURE ONE OF MY BIGGEST FEARS. BECAUSE YOU HAUNT ME. I WAS AFRAID OF "THEM" but psh...YOURE NOTHING COMPARED TO THE FEAR I HAD OF THEM. I NEVER HAD NIGHTMARES BECAUSE OF THEM. BUT I DO BECAUSE OF YOU. You're so much worse. And I thought what I went through with Taylor was bad? That's nothing. NOTHING. COMPARED TO THIS. I had a few trust issues because of Taylor, but I was able to get rid of those, FINALLY, and I'm able to forgive them now. But you just had to dig up my trust issues and throw them at me again. And now theyre way worse. I CRY EVERY SINGLE ****ING TIME I THINK ABOUT YOU. And believe me I try not to,, But I have reoccurring nightmares about you and they won't stop. They will never stop until who knows when I just... I need to talk to somebody,, I have barely anybody left in so confused and I feel like I'm about to shatter,,