why must i do this i am genuinely crashing out but it feels nice to say what iv always wanted to say to an actual person i think i went too fast

i think i kinda messed up our friendship already, so... ig i know what i end up doing in relationships i quickly get in the future.. gahdamnit

man i think i scarred him off or smth man i feel bad manMANNNN

gee i can feel the emotion help, was this a dream

god hes so understanding but i feel hes hiding his true emotions which im sure but like uagh

do i like him? or do i not? *clenching onto a flower in tears*

bad thing... common thing. im not going to say what but yea