thinking about stuff..
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Tragedies[OP]
07.03.2020 21:14
LinkI'm thinking about stealing some cigarettes and a lighter and ask to go to the park and smoke there
Tragedies[OP]
07.03.2020 21:15
LinkI'm thinking about afterwards walking home and take a shower so i don't smell of cigarettes, and then grab a piece of glass i found on the floor and use it against my skin to feel better
Im thinking of stealing the beer in the fridge and the liquor bottles on the counter
I'm thinking that you shouldnt do that,I'm thinking of the hangover,the cops,the effects of everything your thinking of-are you ok luv?you dont seem ok,and usually this stuff blows over but that doesnt deserve to be taken lightly
I won't force you either,but please if you need to talk about that to someone I'm here and there are international hotlines
I hope that these thoughts blow over and that you dont harm yourself-
Well as I said I wont make you tell me about it and I'm sure you dont want to,but whatever it was..if it is preventing you of asking for help then it had to be tragic,do you have anybody youve told of this,or anyone who knows about what your going through?
I'm not trying to be nosy,I'm just concerned
Well that may or may not be your first mistake,while telling somebody can be annoying and stressful,it can help..I know..."how cliche,how generic" but I'm being serious-maybe you won't actually do the things you speak of but even thinking about doing things like that is not completely ordinary
What I'm saying is, no one knows why ive been feeling this way for the last few days because i refuse to tell anyone, and only really close friends know what i have done or what has happened to me before these few days. Right now, its about these few days not the past.
Well if you refuse to tell anyone,then I can't help you there-but stealing and self harm are both horrible ways of handling stress especially when your stealing things to get high or drunk to wipe away whats happened...never resort to those things,there are better ways to go about situations like that
Its temporary though,your temporarily getting a good high off of...whatever...but its permanently harming you
If you steal,you can also go to jail,and depending on what your stealing depends on what it can do to you,I'm not saying stealing is ok if you get certain things though,stealing still isn't right anyway
that's not going to solve the problems. try fun stuff you enjoy doing instead of finding ways to harm yourself more
