Mangle, I read the whole conversation,-----> That one and what i learned about you is that you are having a really REALLY hard time. I want you to know i had a friend at my school with sort of the same problem and she left. She came back MUCH better that before. So, my point is do whatever it taking ti make it better We all love you and support you <3 <3 <3 By the way you are most certainly NOT ugly. Even tho we are frends through the computer and not like ones you see at school all the time, I will be there for you and a lot of other people will too. Feel all of better **wheeze** Love you <3 <3 <3