i dontthink ill even be the person i want to be

maybr itsdeserved

maybe a bit of it comes from me not allowing myselfto have things

ithink ive crid or thought abt this stuff forlike 3 or 4 days straight. almost a week. sad

hteres nothingto distract me

iwish i had ultrakill

or somethingb.maybe i coudl finish splatoon 3

i wish i couldplay minecraft

man i alwayswish for somethinghuh

i genfuinely want to die sobad.mostly jsut never exist orjust iwish i died at a younger age.i had a chance to drown in a pool twice whdn i was youngefr.why didnt iiii why didnti get hit by that car why didnt i sufficateee

sucha shame honestly mgjust tired

i hate feelingthis shit so much i genuinelywishdj i wasnever born

no thank youbut i appreciate it <3

norman slash mki wishj i talsked to youmore i love utoo ypure?so sweet thank youuuu IM ok nowww <3hguh