So uh... I was gonna use a voice recorder for this but... It won't let me do it cuz my computer is a piece of absolute SHIT. Anyways :DDDD I is sad... I think- I watch funny MHA videos And look back at texts with friends and Ryan(Bf) And think about how awesome Anime characters are and how I love them But then I think, Oh right, they're not real.. They could never love me back... They are not.. Real. And that makes me sad and I think about how much I love Ryan But, I'll most likely never see him And that makes me cry(not literally cuz I can't really cry :/ ) It makes me want to sleep forever to dream of them and be happy. And then I think about how sucky my life is then I think about how many people there are out there that are too much worse than me(they actually have reasons to want to die-) And that makes me feel stupid and worthless then I think about how great my life is and that I have no reason