Ok. That’s not even what I’m upset abt what am I yapping bout bruv

I’m just rly. Overwhelmed? Someone I’m friends w asked me.asked to be my boyfriend

The weird thing is that I don’t even know if I like them like that, or if I just think they’re fun to be around

I feel stupid for even wondering that, I’m freshly out of a relationship that /i/ turned sour, so why do I think I might be able to help this guy? Or even feel anything towards him?

I said yeah. And. He rly loves me. I don’t understand why

This happened a few days ago, btw, and every day he’s been saying he loves me, he calls me pet names and whatever, he hugs me, he kisses my cheeks, I just. Don’t know anymore

I don’t know why but I get butterflies when I see him on, I get. Happy, as happy as I got abt them. What if I **** it up again

Uugsghhh how do I even respond to him saying I’m his. ‘Everything’. How do I respond to him genuinely loving me. He reminds me too much of them and it hurts so bad

If he leaves me, or o leave him, I’m giving up on love, it’s too much for me to handle

This music is NOT HELPING!!!!!!! (Brutus) uhggahhah GAAAAHA AGAA AAAAAA