while i have the ability to not get addicted to this site and can leave anytime without missing it or have the urge to return. why am i still here? well, here are my reasons; - i promised that i would never leave this site, and i never break a promise purposely. - i have friends here. - the site is full of chaos and it entertains me. - i want to watch this site burn. i may have been here for a long time, but i am not leaving any time soon. and even if people try to get rid of me, the thing is, that will be almost impossible to do. i can't be threatened nor be afraid of people if i literally am a sadomasochists. i live off of people and my own suffering.