Yesterday wasn't great I got yelled at by my mom cause I was saying how she accidently embarrased me in the store. I didn't know she'd get mad I couldn't control my embarrasment .

who tf liked this.

Last night I get yelled at once again cause she misplaced some of my quizzes!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy the quizzes were old mom?? how could I re remember the answers in the span of 10 seconds??

and more stuff idk I'm doubting all my friendships again

I feel like most of my friends are ignoring me? don't give me the "hey stop worrying, we are not :(" It's hard to believe that I haven't had any friends who actually done that before. I just think that anybody who "cares" about me doesn't. I'm a horrible person? I shoo friends away when Im sad so when I do need help they can ignore me I can't hold conversations or anything that's why my friends will one day stop talking to me I just do a lot of dumb things altogether why would anybody want to be friends with me? People who wanted to be my friend I'm pretty sure they dont anymore

I just dont know anymore.