entry 1: its been a full 24 hours and the eye hasn't changed...i guess i have some calling of some sort.....something i NEED to make alright...i havent done these childish missions sense i was little and on the run ...i cant see still....i guess i know how tannor feels now....but the question that i keep asking is....who.....is......it.....is it a friend of mine.....maybe a relationship im in.....or maybe its a complete stranger...either way....i hate to say this....but i need to do good...or ill die