i'm done. i am so done. i have had enough of all the pain and hurt i have been going through. i can't take it any longer, my heart has been hurting for too long and it's ****ing unbearable. everyone labels me before they get to know me. i am exactly like my mother, arrogant, selfish, mean to everyone, toxic. i didn't want to be like her but i guess you can't stop dna, can you? i didn't want to **** up everybody's lives. i'm ****ed up in the head, insane, and i can't take the pain anymore. i have caused too much hurt in my life and it's all because i had to be given birth to. i'm a mistake, and i can't see how people can call me differently.